Did you know the darkness have shapes? Actually, the darkness is made out of millions upon millions of little shapes
If you sit still, stay completely silent, and stare into the dark corner of your room. Suddenly you’ll see it, like static on a tv channel, little dots dancing, ants in different shades of grey, merging together in what you thought just to be plain darkness mere moments ago.
Stay put and stare just long enough, and you will see me. I’m one of the shapes in the darkness staring back at you, and now that we met; every time you find yourself in the dark I will be there. Maybe smiling, maybe waving – maybe I’m just listening. But I’m there, you don’t have to see me to know I’m there. You’ll feel the eyes on your back, the sudden urge to turn on the lights. If you turn on the lights I will not be mad, in time you’ll get used to me, they all did.
Don’t be scared now, I will be your faithful companion for ever and ever, and you’ll never be alone again.
I posted part of my current WIP over on the other blog.
I have been terrible about keeping up with this blog. I plan to do better. I have a few things from this blog that I am going to cross post over on my personal page.
So I never liked the penname I used for signing up at BSB, and I always felt fake and weird when using it. I decided that I am going to let everything come together and use the penname that I used for +15 years I have been writing fanfiction, and other original free stories. I see no reason why I should not advertise my authorship on any and all levels with the readers that I actually have. And that they can find me on FB – So I will not be publishing anything, either with a real publisher or free stuff on the internet under any other pen name than Azzy (or Darling Azzy). I hope that this decision can get me back into the game, can connect my “serious” authorship with the more silly side, and my personal life. I love to write, and it’s such a big part of my life that it feels hollow to not be able to connect any and all types of writing that I do, with my person. So R.I.P Mrs Mars, you will not be missed.
This was copied from my facebook which I use for author purposes. I figured there was no need to type all that up again. But just lettin you know that I’m changing my handle here, but don’t think more about it, it’s still just me. =) – Azzy
You can find the facebook here.